Friends

If you are my friend,

Please answer this:

Are we friends or are we not?

You told me once, but I forgot..

So tell me now and tell me true,

So I can say , I am here for you.

Of all the friends I've ever met,

You're the ones I won't forget..

And if I die before you do,

I'll go to Heaven

And wait for you.

Love

I have realised that over the past years I have been showering my love to individuals, to those who are close to me. When one of them left, I give my love to the next person. It seems that love is never meant to be kept and has to be shared aroud, to everyone.

However in the mist of finding the correct individual worthy of receiving my love, obstacle appears. The thought of having a crush probably was stucked in my mind, but infact I was looking at the wrong side. Love is meant to be shared regardless of what form of relationship you have with people. It reminds me of Hilary Duff's song Love Just Is (Back when I like Hilary Duff, due to the Lizzie McGuire series). Love is just what it is.... It does not envy, it is patient, it waits.

So for now, back to basis and being a lone ranger. I should be happy that I am still able to share my love to people I know, people that I have to take care of. Because you know what? Love just is in ME and I am giving it to the WORLD!

Adapting to my new life

Well all is going well now. Life is fine, just a bit busy. Economics essay every single day and sets of mathematics papers. Trials is next week. The date for my exams would be 4th,5ht,8th,10th 12th and 13th of September. Thank god 15th September is not an Exam day.

Funny to think how time flies, I am gonna be another year older already. Wouldn't remember it myself if Ika didnt remind me just now. Guess, time flies when you are searching for life.

Today is Malaysia's 51st celebration for our Independence. Funny to see how far we have gone through. Well, yesterday is history, tommorow's a mystery and today is a gift. Thats why its call present. Have fun ya all!

Exams

This is the last week before going back for holidays but after the August break, it seems that I will be having my trials. = =" I'm not sure if I'm ready or not to take the exams. With my confused situaition , I just wonder. Oh well, I not sure who to trust now. I need to be alone. People gain and lose my trust. Maybe I'm better off alone. Friends sometimes aren't worthy to be friends.

Break time.....

Soshite, watashiwa bakasu.
Watashino setsusetsu mousukoshi mousukoshi shibomu.
Doko anatano koideshou?

Well, maybe I need to be alone. These days I'm just so confuse...

Uncertain

The winter flows through my veins,
As the chills pricked my spine,
The sound of eerie howl,
Makes me crawl and prowl.

Thy love is fake,
As so the thought is brewed,
And everlasting life to take,
The end is cruel.

So let the time flies,
Into the abyss thou shall flow,
As the scarlet sky dies,
My love goes below.

Let thy true self be revealed,
Unmasked the emotion of thy heart,
For as long as I live unveiled,
A hole exist in thy heart

To Love?

To love or not to love? It seems to fade away each day....