言い訳 Maybe

There are probably too many excuses in my life. Things that I should do but fear of the occasional maybe or what if. But alas, things are starting to unscramble and I'm seeing my course again.

It has been an upside down, topsy turvy year so far. With things that I wish had never happen and it left a deep scar inside of me.

Gonna start work at Sime Darby Motors, Glenmarie soon. Still hope its the right place to be. Felt bad about Plantation and Healthcare but I guess its just about the choice I made 4 years ago when I was in college, that Motors will be the place that I want to start at.

I'll be seeing some old face there, Melissa is still there. Still felt like calling her Kak Mel. Some old habits never seem to die. ;) KYS style.

Bye bye to Apple 4S and hello to my new S3!

I hope the girls starts their work soon, imma be bored over the weekend! Eyes glares at all of you. You know who you are! o_O

Smokes and ____

smokes and sleep will make my day,
shroud me with eternal haze.
for every breath i take,
I take it with much ado.

A bullet right through my head

Or perhaps a comet, either one would be great right now.

I'm sad

AMA paper is today and boy do I hate semester 1's material... ='[

Listening to Shiga Lin's I'm still loving you.

A very nostalgic feeling, I do miss those moments.

Here's to the end and the start of a new beginning.

*yadda yadda*

I don't want this to end!

Un-needed Help

I know giving someone help is a good thing, especially when they refuse the help when they are in need of it. But sometimes a forceful help isn't helping, its hurting them.

You are robbing them of their own freedom, or their initiative to be independent. 

I believe that if people who are intelligent, would seek help when they need it. 

Is it too much to ask for to be left alone so I could gather my thoughts?

吳雨霏《我本人》

='] 每个人都有一个地方。

au revoir et adie..

Cause every time I think I about you,

I think about pain,

I remember every single word you say,

Like deja vu, you said we're through,

And now that's all I think about when I think about you,

And it burns

And it burns

-Jason Chen-

If I have to chase you for and fight for your attention, eventually I won't want it any more 

-Will Smith-

Sounds like a quitter, but a stubborn person is someone who knows not when to quit. =] My head aches, my heart stings, and my eyes drop tears.

Its a season worth living for, a season worth remembering, and definitely a season that should not be repeated.