Sunday, June 22, 2014

Reminiscences

Someone reminded me the other day that I once made a video for a girl, and played it at a movie screening back in college.

Looking back, what was I thinking?

Such delicate and innocent memories. I wonder if the current me is still capable of doing those things.

Sure if its for a proposal or something, it wouldn't be odd. It would be just common.

But for a random (okay, perhaps not-so-random) person, who I just had eyes for. Its a bit overkill isn't it?

Or maybe not. I'm quite surprise that my first girlfriend manage to look past that and still date me. I was being oblivious of that at that time I guess. She must have suffered a lot during that odyssey.


                                                                      "Farewell"


Farewell so long cause
I was wrong I guess
Farewell so long cause
I was wrong I confess

I miss the way you
I miss the way you danced with me
I miss the way you
I miss the way you danced with me

So farewell my love
Cause I was wrong I guess
Farewell so long
Cause I was wrong I confess

I miss the way you
I miss the way you sing with me
I miss the way you
I miss the way you sing with me

I never asked you for
A sailboat in the yard
Or that fancy dress to wear
Or a ceiling made of stars
And all I got was just this
Broken heart from you

I'm done.

-Rosie Thomas-

Quite surprised that she still have that CD after (do some imaginative counting in my head), lets see 9 years.

Gone where the days of quietly passing by love notes, or to leave a surprise in someone's locker, or cheer for someone or to practise music together.

Right now its all the adult-ish kind of hangouts.

We grew, people change, but some thing still remains the same.

Still got a good 1.5 years before the time I give to myself is over. I should have no more excuse for myself then.

In the mean time, keep the wedding invitations rolling ;)