Just Tell Me Why...

For the last 2 weeks I keep seeing people in my college getting BattleFury for Faceless Void as a first item, before getting threads and other dps item.... why why why? Its practically useless even with a chronos sphere on as the enemy's life wont even go down till half in battles...

Pretty piss with dota now...  I think I'm gonna take a break from it and concentrate studying first..

Right now the only enjoyable thing about it is to watch people getting killed + the shouting everyone has during the battle.

~Wishing for a dotA free week now~

Sime Darby Scholarship is Out again!

For those who failed during the Nov/Dec selection process last year, fear not. There is another stage of selection in Feb/March (For those currently studying Pre U programmes xD)

visit the link Sime Darby and click under our people > schoalrships > Overseas Undegraduate =)

Make your privately funded pre-U programme worthwhile! Go apply it and well who knows, I might see you together in Sime Darby next time ^_^.

Oh and the list of Universities is out. Called Kak Muja just now, apparently she is flying to Australia tommorow. It includes countries like UK, US, Canada, China, Australia, Singapore, Thailand and Indonesia. o.O

Till then, ciao. Have to go serve my duty as a life guard at the college pool.

Time is Running Out

The weekend was resolves particularly around computers and laptops. This weekend particularly, something weird happen to mind.

Ussually I could connect to the ad hoc servers that we host ourselves so we can have a LAN (Local Area Network ) game. CS, Dota or any other games. However mine started to act strangely. It would connect to the network but it refused to receive any packets. So I can't play at all. sOb SoB SoB...

Well Lady luck was smiling at the other side of me I guess. Manage to use Aiman's laptop to play C.O.D 4. Though we swore on Friday night that we are not gonna play it again for the next few weeks, however words are just words, we ended up playing on Saturday evening and night as well. So much for not playing. xD

A quick conversation over the phone with Zhao Han made me realised, time is running out. February is almost coming to its end, March will come and it will be the time for my A levels trials exam. April is the month where I should hand in my Computing Project (or you can all it my Paper 4 A levels Computing paper) which I haven't started at all. Time is running out. It is of the essence now. 

I need to start prioritising and stop playing a fool if I want to pass my A levels with flying colours. 3As man, thats pretty though. Imagine with a BBB you can be accepted to Melbourne Uni (or any group of 8 University) for a course which requires 92% TER. 

My time is running out and this chapter of my life is coming to its ending. Whatever comes after this chapter relies on the ending. This reminds me about the poem titled 'The Route Not Taken' .

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood

And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I — 
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

Two routes are laid in front of me now and I must make the choice. I guess I have to put my lazyness aside and start 'kiauing' for now. Its just 4 months before freedom. and 3 months more till A levels starts.

Gotta put my study cap on. Its been left rusty for quite some time now.

Till my next post, ciao! 

A simple note to whatever that is in my mind

After Valentines Day was over, my mind was swirling with thoughts on love. Previously, I couldn't understand why people say that the one that you love, you would like to hear their voice 24/7, call them randomly and still feel good even if both of you are not talking, that just knowing that they are on the other end of the line is good enough and she would be the first person that you want to see when you wake up and so on.

Practically I guess the crushes I have before this are just kinda partial fake emotions of myself in order to find someone, well just to be with. The reason behind this is that I can't realy survive well on my on and I need people (Yes, you!) for me to continue on living. Dumped me in an island with no one else, you will see me well fed and so on. I have the basic survival skills but mentally, I will be dead. Probably a psycho by then, lunatic to be precise. =/

Cause recently, I'm having these feelings. I feel happy when I'm on the phone, even if we are just having plain talks and nothing important. Usual boring question like how was your day and so, it just doesn't matter anymore. Its kinda like an euphoric feeling, like taking estacy but the pros to it is that it has no side effect. (Well, besides spending hours on the phone and not studying >.< )

To add on, I don't realy mind if the one on the other side loves me or not. True enough, if you love someone you expect them to show some reactions to you. I am someone who only mix with people who actually take the effort to talk to me. For those people who takes me for granted, sorry but I'm better off spending time with people that wants a sincere friendship and has no alter motives. (You know who you are.)

So I guess I finnaly understand why people have those perceptions and feeling on love. Call it a post Valentines Day debrief.

Cause thats what it feels like. 

Valentine Special =)

I dedicate this to Ken (by his request =/) and to special people who means a lot to me =) (Though they might not visit this blog that often. >.<)

Charms are there to impress,

Has a starting but knows no end,

Invokes the passion within the heart,

Never knowing what lies beyond that.

 

Zephyr is the everlasting wind,

Himalaya’s top is where it wanders,

Awe by the sight, calm by the breeze,

Overt the gentle moves long hidden.

 

Hundreds of soul dread upon this land,

Angels roams the heaven above,

Never knowing what lies below.

 

Freezing chills in a clouded night,

Oriental chimes rings the night,

Roses at the window, a symbol of love,

Everlasting as forever,

Vanity in its least,

Ever so white and pure,

Reign over the heart of mine.

 

In sweetness does this smile lie,

Nature’s gentleness shown in sight.

 

Mass encryption carved delicately,

In the ever cave of remembrance,

Not forgotten, always in mind,

Draws me nearer  and nearer to thee each day.

The month of February

Its the 2nd month of the year.... can't believe time is flying so fast. In a  few months time, I'll be leaving college again. Feels so deja vu all over again. The feeling when you leave high school. =/

January was a great month, although it worries me a lot but in the end, things still turns out great. 

However, although I'm in the 2nd month of the year, I haven't even started on some of my resolutions yet. Which is indeed bad news for myself. Not exactly a new me I guess.

Got a parcel from mum yesterday. Thanks for posting the belated ang pows. I realy need my camera cable though. There tonnes of pictures in my camera that needs to be transferred to my computer and well of course to share over here. Its 7 am right now. Need to clean my room now. Its pretty much in a mess and I think, I need a new enviroment so I'll be shifting the position of my bed and my study table.

Till then, ciao. 

Finnaly~

After weeks of waiting, opening my e-mails every single day, at least 5 times per day, the much anticipated offer arrive. Say hello to LSE =). Weee~~

I'm very very happy now and eventhough the IELTS exam was a bit screwed up today, it was enjoyable due to the fact that i got all 5 of my offers.

To add on, for the first time in 2 years, I actually went for a jog. (Well mostly it was walking around but i still jog a bit...) Went to the golf course and also to our own infamous toll of Lembah Beringin.

Night time was dotA = =" Getting worse at it I suppose... im don't like playing attacker's role, permanently.

Well the day wasn't that productive but i'm still happy. Got to prepare for Psychology test on monday.. gosh, wonder whats coming up =(