Friday, February 12, 2010

6 years ago

6 years ago, I was very into this song. Mou sukoshi or A little bit more sang by Saori Atsumi for the ED of Midori No Hibi. Pretty obsess I was till I tried auditioning for Talentime with this song. I knew I wasn't going to pass it but it was just for fun. =)

Now in the year 2010 as I listen back to the song, it still makes me cry. I love the meaning of this song, just a little bit more closer to your heart.

Enjoy!

Mou Sukoshi, Mou Sukoshi by Saori Atsumi

soshite kizuita toki ni kangaeteru no wa kimi no koto de
sore ga sugoku hazukashikattari sugoku iyadattari omoete
sore wa boku ga kimochi o tsutaeru koto ga kowai kara de

atama de osae tsukete mo kokoro wa dousuru koto mo dekinakute
autabi ni kimi ni satorarenai youni
itsumo to kawarinai youni hanashiteru tsumori de
yoyuu mo nakute kurushikunatta boku wa kimi ni uso o tsuiteshimau dakedo

mou sukoshi mou sukoshi kimi no kokoro ni chikazuitara
mou sukoshi mou sukoshi ima kono toki ga kienai youni
douka kamisama boku ni yuuki o kudasai

soshite omoi agunete mo kakkou warui dake no boku de
kimi ga dou omotteru no kaki ni natte mo
ippo mo saki e sumanai wakatteru tsumori de
jibun ja nai youna mune no MOYAMOYA ga
itaku natte nigatekunaru dakedo

mou sukoshi mou sukoshi kimi no soba ni irareta nara
mou sukoshi mou sukoshi yoru yoake nai de kureta nara
sabishii toki mo namida o nugutte ageru kara

yozora ni ukabu kakete mo hikaru tsuki ga
tsuyoku mo narenai jishin mo nai boku o mite hohoenda hora ne

mou sukoshi mou sukoshi kimi no soba ni irareta nara
mou sukoshi mou sukoshi yoru yoake nai de kureta nara

mou sukoshi mou sukoshi kimi no kokoro ni chikazuitara
mou sukoshi mou sukoshi ima kono toki ga kienai youni
douka kamisama boku ni yuuki o kudasai

Translation

When I noticed I was thinking about you...
I felt very embarassed
And I really hate that feeling
That's because I'm afraid to convey my feelings

Even though I suppress it in my head I can't do anything about my heart
I don't let you notice it when we meet
So it can be normal how I plan to talk to you

To act so composed has started to hurt
Lying to you I will put away... but

A little more... A little more...
If I can get closer to your heart
A little more... A little more...
So that this moment won't end

Please God, give me courage

When I'm alone with my bad crazy thoughts
I worry about what you think of me
I'm sorry I stepped forward to try to let you know

I'm not myself, I don't like the fog around my heart
Depending on someone else makes me run away... but

A little more... A little more...
If I can get beside you
A little more... A little more...
Night does not continue once dawn comes
So wipe away your tears when you're feeling lonely

The glowing moon floats out into the heavens
I'm not stronger or more confident
See me smiling, look, OK?

A little more... A little more...
If I can get beside you
A little more... A little more...
Night does not continue once dawn comes

A little more... A little more...
If I can get closer to your heart
A little more... A little more...
So that this moment won't end

Please God, give me courage

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

2nd Semester

19 hours of lectures a week~
19 hours of lectures a week~
Skip one hour and you'll be a goner,
19 hours of lectures a week!

(Singing to the tune of a childhood song *Can't remember the title*)

Wee! 2nd semester is here!

Gosh, finally get over with my first semester. Examinations are over. Hope I did well (2nd upper and fingers cross for 1st!) A bit worried about People and Organization essay but I think it should be fine. (I don't really know the marking scheme but I gave it my all!)

So to talk a bit about my modules for this semester,

1. Management in Society - Basically a Sociology Study of Society (The lecturer was psyching us up with 40% fail rate last year. Ouch!)

2. Fundamentals of Management Accounting (Budgets, Variance etc! Oh how I miss A levels and Mr. K)

3. Law in a Management Context (My Law Module , having quite a lot of solicitors and barister to come and give us talks, but mostly focus on corporate law)

4. The Modern Corporation (A sister module to P&O, finally I get to see my P&O professor!)

5. Financial Decision Making (Corporate Finance etc)

6. The Nature of Information Systems (Seems like a com history to me, will be having that on Thursday!)

So far so good, I learn to hate and love the modules at the same time =D