Epilogue

Wanderings the Gaelic shores,

A lone druid, who was once two,

Far have I travelled this abundant shore,

Listening to tales of travellers,

Reciting some of my own,

Observing the movement of the earth,

Combined with the flow of nature,

Had me thinking of Oneness,

That everything happens for a reason,

And we are insignificant to the flows of the universe,

For what is a drop of water in the flow of a river,

It will continue flowing with or without our presence,

But the universe will be less without us,

As so the river less full without that drop of water,

We live and die as season changed,

We live, we love, we learnt to let go,

Cause after all,

Its just another phase of life,

Where the mysteries of life is unfold.

Travelling has taught me something. The journey is what matters, not the destination. I've spend too much time planning for the future, that I have neglected the path which lies before me. I've realised my shortcomings, my falls and my tendency to fall.

Quotes and sayings were there to guide me, to brighten my path, my quest. As I am at the end of it, I see it as just the beginning.It's just another chapter of my life closing, but this time without ignorance. This chapter closed with understanding and a feeling of peace.

Sometimes we do not get over things, but we still have to move on. We go under, sidewise, or just go in a different direction. There are no benefit gained from staring at a closed window cause there are many more which are open to us. Be thankful that you manage to get a glimpse of what's on the other side of that window. Be thankful that you can be a passerby in another world filled with mystery.

I care a lot about my friends and I'm glad they are there for me.

To Zafirah Munawar, thank you so much! ^^ You are always there to lend a gentle listening ear.

To Ika Hadilah, I wish you well on your future undertakings and thanks for the talk. No one dies a virgin cause life really does screw us up. I do agree on it but it matters how we deal with it. How we face tomorrow.

To Zhao Han, thanks for showing me that life's hard and we have to live with it. Looking at you complaining about your life just reminds me that its the same everywhere, every task we undertook and so, is hard but it is how we toughen up.

These are the particular few that I have to meet in this 'quest'. I need answers and they have helped me to find the answer. I often question myself WHY? But now I know, or at least I perceive to know.

Life is just as it is, never better nor worse. That is what makes it worth living for.

Dreams~

Remember those places you want to see,
when you are all grown up?

Remember those things you want to do,
when you have the chance?

Remember those sparkle stars that you want to hold,
when you can reach them?

Remember, Remember....

Sometimes we think too much. Sometimes we worry too much. I believe it is true. When we are dreaming, we are not afraid to do anything. We are not afraid to make the choices that we will regret in reality, nor afraid to strive a bit further. We don't doubt out capabilities, nor do we fear the consequences.

We fly, We fall, We die, We live it all over again. We do what our inner desires tells us to do. It's like we are a complete different person, maybe we are. Its not reality after all.

Sometimes I wish that I be the one in my Dreams. Fearless, courageous, independent, decisive, daring.....

But dreams are just dreams, even if we strive to make in into reality, there are always external forces. It can be near perfection, but never identical to our dreams.

Cause the two worlds can never coexist. =) Reality and Virtual is different for a cause.

Congratulations =)

I would like to dedicate this post to a certain someone that has gotten what he/she wanted. =) Jiayou on the next endeaveour!

Back to Square one

'It feels so right, so warm and true...'

Simplicity at it best, I'm a happy go lucky guy!

Truth

'The belief must be true,

and the truthfulness must be justified.'

(Ikujiro Nonaka on Justified truth belief)

“There are no whole truths; all truths are half-truths.”

(Whitehead, 1954)

Nonaka state in her paper that, we define Knowledge as:

“A dynamic human process of justifying personal belief towards the truth.

What is left or right, what is up or down. It is only something that all of us belief in. A justified truth belief. Language itself is a medium where truth itself is heavily justified.

Therefore when one ask what is reality, what exactly is reality?

When one person says that truth hurts, is it truth or lies that is hurting us?

Have a thought =)

Hate

I hate to walk by,

Those glimmering jewellery shop,

Looking at diamond rings,

Which glitters like the stars.

I hate to walk by souvenirs stores,

Looking at plushies and what not,

Thinking how cute they are,

Or how lovely it is to be hugged.

I hate to walk by Secret Recipe,

Eating my favourite cheese cake,

New York Cheese, Blueberry Cheese, Marble Cheese,

Cause it brings back memories.

I hate to eat my Dark Chocolate now,

As I know I've once shared it with another,

The dark temptation, The bitter taste,

Has only gone from bitter sweet to plain o' bitter.

I hate to go to Malacca,

Although there are many memories there,

A huge chunk of my life resolves there,

But it hurts to step foot there.

I hate I hate I hate,

I just a temporary feeling,

For I am I,

Things will never change.

I will once again wander around jewellery shops,

Buying plushies cause they are cute,

Eating a slab of dark chocolate and a slice of cheese cake,

Stepping down to Malacca cause there lies my alma matter.

Sometimes its nice to dwell in fantasies,

But it has always been a dream,

I can't differ between the two,

As both are important to me.

Maybe I will learn to love again,

Maybe I will not,

Maybe is such a dangerous word,

Maybe I am just playing with fire.

But hate nor like nor love,

Is just another feeling that shapes us,

An infinite feeling,

Chained within us.