Of transitions and flights

I could say the days after exams were most unproductive.

Wake up
Check Websites
Play Games
Eat
Youtubes
Movies
Sleep
-And sometimes grocery shopping!-

But anyway during my flight and transits today I manage to talk to 3 different people. One british, One Malaysian Indian and One Malaysian Indian.

What they have the same in common? Life experience and advise for my future self.

I find it amusing that all of them agree that the degree paper is just a entry requirement for a job application.
What you need is the skill to communicate efficiently, leadership/follower qualities, the drive to keep learning (and fast), creativity and networking.

It all boils down to these things all in the end.

There's a lot of things that were in those conversations as well, the Malaysian Government, Corruption, 'Favourite selections', Job hopping, and travelling.

It was nice to talk to these people. I gain some new knowledge while reinforcing the old.

The flight from Manchester to Doha was pretty empty. Sat beside an elderly British women who was going to visit her daughter in Bahrain (I think). Didn't have much time to linger around Doha airport as I only had an hour before my next flight. Plus/minus the security and walking time, I only had 10 minutes to rest and stretch and that was at the boarding gate!

Now I'm stuck in KLIA. I don't think I can take the bus as I'm exhausted and tired and I seriously don't want to carry my bags.

=.= bothersome.

Gawd, end it already!

Feeling extremely lazy now.
Last minute revision <--- I'm getting sooooo good at it :D

Come tomorrow, time to pack, party and worry =/

Gawd, end all these waiting already!

I want my Hokkien Mee, Laksa, midnight cc trips and round the island food hunts.
Not to mention TVs :D Or movies that cost £1.20 :D!!! 

Daemons runs

"Demons run when a good man goes to war

Night will fall and drown the sun,

When a good man goes to war

Friendship dies and true love lies 

Night will fall and the dark will rise

When a good man goes to war."

Apparently the pain is still sticking a knife into me, no matter how hard I try to pull myself away.

'Friendship dies and and true love lies.'
River pronounce lies as in 'lay-lie' but I wish she pronounce it as 'lie-lie'.

'Night will fall and the dark will rise'
The dark will rise to be at its height once more. To be in full power before dawn.

'When a good man goes to war'
When a subtle soul goes to war..

Funny how that line came up in line with my subconscious.
A tear drop which is similar to a morning dew, dripping silently when all is asleep.
Stress must be getting the best of me, but I want the afraid stress, not the calm stress.
Where art thou?

Exams

I wish I'm done with you already. Entering 3rd week soon. Long duration exams causes stress, sleep deprieved and madness >.<

=/ Why can't I finish everything in 1 week or 1 and a half weeks instead of 3 long weeks?

The ideal person

I want a companion, not a lover.
I want someone with multiple personalities,
That will shine sun rays into my heart,
I want someone to share things with,
Cause being alone is lonely.

I just want a friend, a really close friend.
No tags, no attachment,
Just a Friend who knows me,
Understand me, support me no matter what,
Right or wrong, stand by me.

No tags, just life...

*Funny thoughts, but I guess thats why the Doctor just wants a companion. Nothing more nothing less, someone to share with, someone to smile at.

Video Post : Once in a very long time

Lady Antebellum - Need You Now

 

I thought I need you.

I used to recall the dreamy days I had.

But I know its all in the past, people changed. I've changed.

You taught me that possessiveness kills,

You taught me that being someone special isn't about the tags you wear,

But more about how you feel about each other,

You taught me that I don't have to tie myself to the responsibilities associated with those tags,

If I do, it will be self damnation sooner or later,

You taught me that I don't need anyone to survive.

I'm all good by myself and this has been the way it is after all those times.

Lady Antebellum - Ready To Love Again

I thought I would never love another,

I told myself you were the last,

I couldn't bear the heartbreak if it ever occurs again,

But what is a relationship?

Do I have to live by human dogma?

And succumb to the rules that governs society?

I say nay!

For I am the captain of my own soul,

I sail my own ship regardless of where the wind blows,

I used to love the Southern Wind, gentle and breezy,

I still do, just less.

Cause I love myself more now,

And because of that, I'm not afraid to fall again.

Cause I don't want to fall for a long time,

I want it to happen when I'm standing tall and proud,

So the feeling won't just last when I'm falling down.

Christina Perri - Jar of Hearts

'Who do you think you are,

Going around leaving scars?'

People might say that You were the best for me,

That I am a fool to only discover your worth after you are gone,

But once again I say Nay,

Happy nor sad memories aside,

I've just haven't met Ms. Perfect yet,

And I shall believe on that simple innocent dream,

Growing into my own version of perfection.

I'm dreamy, I'm contend, I'm a planner, I'm random~

I'll contradict myself, I'll be spontaneous, I'll be afraid, I'll be strong~

But what will I be, most importantly,

I'll be myself.

Over and out,

Adrian Koay