Feel like this~

Listening to soundtracks makes me feel so calm these days. Even when I'm under lots of stress, it still feels like its gonna sort itself out in the end.

Just a bit of crescendo to get me going <3

愛してる

I remember the time when I was afraid to say I Love You, so I gather my courage and said 愛してる instead. To me, those 4 words are the most meaningful to me when said in Japanese.

Its better than I love you, aku cinta padamu, ngo oi le, wo ai ni and even to its near counterpart , koishiteru.

It has a deep meaning to me. =']

Dreams

It was a weird one, but I was dying to know what happen next. Funny thing happens when you are dreaming.

Can't recall much of it but I remember being selected as a representative for this surviving competition. 6 v 6. The rules is simple, you have to move and complete a certain route and while you are doing so, you are free to eliminate anyone from the opposition team, or from your own team.

*Warning 'cruelty' post* ahead of you.

It started with me running, like literally running through bolders of rocks in a cave. We were being chased by creatures, I can't really define what they are or so. On top of that, the cave was caving in. So its either being crushed by the rocks or getting devoured by those 'creatures'. Not a fancy sight either way. It seems people around me are dying in the most gruel some way ever, being crushed by the creatures or having their spines broken into two by the stalactites that keep falling down and being pushed over and landing on some of the stalagmites. Bloods were everywhere.

I finally arrive at the the checkpoint. It was a tall watch tower like post with ropes dangling from it. You were suppose to climb your way to the top. Not really helpful when you have those creatures jumping towards you and the stalactites falling down. I had to fend off some of them with my fist as well as swing my rope to avoid the rocks. 

After that we arrive at what looked like a guard post, bridge like place. We were separated by a door and it seems the participants from the opposition team has just arrived. I walked past this one dude and he gave me a grin. Something fell down on the floor and a girl pick it up, blowing and cleaning it like its her precious thing. She asked, should she ignore it or keep it. The dude next to me say keep it and she did. 

Moments later she dropped dead and through some microscopic visions [dreams don't make sense at this point], some microscopic insect/bacteria manage to crept into her via the thing she picked up and killed her. The guy next to me smirk, and I look around. There seem to be more than 6 people at this point but some keep dropping dead, like someone was still thinning the crowd. 

At last it stopped and an announcement was made. Your next task is to go through the door on the right and reach the checkpoint at the end of the cave.

Great, another run and kill event. Seems like I've been doing this a lot. I've just got that feeling. I started to run. The same images kept flashing again. Creatures spawned again and were chasing us, caves caving in. Only this time it was dark with a slight hint of light. My eyesight was blurred, I trip and fell. I can fell that the creatures jump past me, chasing their targets in front of me.

A girl jumped down from above and spoke to me. You can't die, we are the resistance. She shouted to one of her friends and an immerse source of light lit the place. *Imagine a light orb, but huge on going towards that direction*. Follow the light, we need to get out of here.

And then I woke up.

Weird dream, I wanted to continue it, but alas it didn't happen. Still figuring out why the hell did I dream of something like that. =/

-Untitled-

Oso was lying down by the stream, next to the Falls of Azgeroth. He was day dreaming around, with a bark chew on his mouth, looking upwards at the skies of Artia. He seems at ease but little does anyone know the trouble thats been troubling his mind since the ethereal blast that occur at Mount Zyna two weeks ago.

"Mazbeth is pretty late, don't you think Snoffet?", Oso asked Snoffet, his trusty . Snoffet just chitter a bit, and moves a bit closer to Oso, bit by bit till he finally curl himself around Oso's neck.

The tree hustle a bit, as if the wind of Artia agreed with Oso. Mazbeth was a like a kin to Oso, or more so, like a brother in blade. the two of the train in the art of jinki-jutsu, which was divided into two specialism. The way of the reverse sword, which Mazbeth had mastered in, and the way of the ninkita, a dual scythe that Oso favoured.

A soft whistle blew from across the banks, and Oso moved forwards to find the source of the whistle. As he was getting nearer to the river, a hand taps his shoulder from behind. Oso turned around to look but there was no one there. Another hand taps his shoulder, once again from his back.

'Kanaritsu...' Oso muttered.

His eyes glowed in red and he turned around.

'Now , now Mazbeth. You can turn off you stealth move now. We got a more serious matter to attend to. You can go annoy Shindo instead, whenever you find her. God bless her soul. She should really settle down and get married someday instead of travelling around dueling her blade.

Mazbeth remove his cloak and reveil himself at Oso. His eyes glow green, with blue flashing in from time to time. He raised his reverse sword and lunge it forward. Oso took a quick jump backwards but it was too late to dodge the attack. He parried the attack with his ninkita.

'Mazbeth, why you....'

Sadly Oso could never finish his sentence. An arrow struck his chest from the back. Oso stabbed his ninkita into the ground, trying to balance his fall from the attack. Blood was gushing out from his chest. The arrow has struck to near to his heart, and he could feel like his strength slowly draining away from him. He was losing blood quickly and his vision has started to blur.

'Maz.....' he managed to mutter. As his vision faded away, all he could see was Mazbeth face, grinning. Something was peculiar about Mazbeth, his eyes.. they were still alternating between green and blue.

Mazbeth's eyes were lime green, it was never blue. Something is really wrong here.

Valentines Day

Its been a long while but I still find this video cute =P. Happy Valentines Day everyone or to the singles *looks at self* Happy Forever Alone Day

Forever Alone ='[

Tsk.... Just joking, Pyin Nie and Nich told me its not Forever Alone's Day, its Together Alone's Day! xD

But anyway, I've always spend it alone far far away so it doesn't matter. I never had the 'traditional valentines date' or what so ever. Will be cool to try it but I'm content with what I have now. You ain't gonna miss it if you don't know anything about it aite?

However having said that, not being with you doesn't mean I don't love you. We don't have to be together for love to exist. I know tis is true and for that I'm happy. =]

I don't want to hold on to someone, giving a probably false home. I felt that it was nasty back then, so I don't want to do the same to other. So on this day, cheers to you.

PS: Finally gotten to know the girl in the brown trench coats name ^^" Suspense moves on

Unsure

These days I tend to ignore people. I feel so bad about it that I had to let it go. Sorry there =[. Just couldn't stand the pain of taking someone for granted. Its totally unfair and I don't thing people deserve it.

Though somewhere along those lines, I seem to be of more interest in certain people.

=.= Don't know this is selective attention  or what. Darn it, I might as well go back to university work.

Had a belated CNY Dinner with the Girls at Hans Dynasty, Hotpot/Steamboat buffet £16.99 per person. Nice place but I get bored of buffet quickly.

Pyin Nie and Nich, Jaq had to leave earlier cause she was going off to London.

Stop by at Wong Wong to get my Lou Poh Peng before heading back to Pyin Nie's apartment. Forgot to eat it though so Pyin Nie had it for breakfast today xD. Red Cliff was on Tv so we end up watching it. Pyin Nie was ranting on how much scenes they cut for the english version of it [Part I and II combined together].

Lovely commentators though =P. We know what they are thinking. After all Great Minds think ALIKE!

Anyway regarding the picture above, Nich was playing with Siri and ask that question. Pyin Nie was laughing at it =]. Sometimes Siri can be just tad amazing. *Looks at Raj*  

Oh and this? Sloopy Joe! been wanting to cook it but been procrastinating it for a very long while. Since when you may ask? Well since 13 when I first saw it on Disney Channel. 

I'm like, 'WTH is that?'

Must try it one day. Well one thing ticked off from my to-do-list ^^

PS: One lesson I've learnt is watch the damn freaking movie first before you bring a girl to the cinema. =.= I thought Girl with the Dragon Tattoo was suitable for a girl. Boy was I wrong ! Still wish I could have watched an action movie instead... things never could go wrong with it =].