Well everyday people tell jokes, and make fun of people right? Its normal but some people do it at the wrong time or even if the person who is made fun of tell that he doesn't like that already.
Well, sometimes I just play along with those things. However, i guess my anger balloon has reached its limit so right now I'm being oversensitive. Through out this week, people had been getting slaps on their face, their back and ice been laid at their hair, slippers thrown at then and the list goes on.
I gave them a fore warning but they just don't comprehend English. So in the end, some people became my victims. Too bad for them. Lucky are those who realised it and stayed quiet.
I realy need a holiday from all these pressure and college life. Adrian needs a break. Period.
Friday, June 20, 2008
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Of Friends and Foe
Well sometimes it is just the fact that real friends are little in numbers and it will take a lifetime to find who they are. The most annoying part will be that in the process there are many fake friends who are not different in anyway compared to a foe.
Someties life sucks and we just have to keep moving forward. Forget about the past and look forward at the future. However, the experience that we have is for a lifetime. No matter how hard we try to forget, it is still with us. Shadowing us and when we almost forget it, something will spark that painful memory to come alive again.
As I have learnt, and I shall learn again. Current true friends I have is 3. I'm lucky to have that much. However they are all far away from me, which leaves me 0 at a 200km radius. But what to do, my own peserverance will keep me alive. As it did in the past.
Someties life sucks and we just have to keep moving forward. Forget about the past and look forward at the future. However, the experience that we have is for a lifetime. No matter how hard we try to forget, it is still with us. Shadowing us and when we almost forget it, something will spark that painful memory to come alive again.
As I have learnt, and I shall learn again. Current true friends I have is 3. I'm lucky to have that much. However they are all far away from me, which leaves me 0 at a 200km radius. But what to do, my own peserverance will keep me alive. As it did in the past.
Monday, June 16, 2008
Friday the 13th
Well posted this entry late due to unstable internet at the college. So it is actually the post for 13th June
Well today is Friday the 13th and bad things would be likely to occur. However for me it is just a normal day with just the hype about bad luck getting into people.
In Mdm. Husna class today (Moral), we discuss on religion today. Chapter 3 for Moral studies. Not realy much but Chew Shen was asking on the similarities that Islam have with Christian. In my opinion, I do not find any point in argueing which religion is true, We are born into a family which is deeply into a religion already and we are brought up believing it. I'm glad that I am a Christian Mormon.
So everyone is leaving again today. I am torn between going to KL for a barbeque hosted by Ben Joe or stay at college and go to The Dark Caves trip with KYUEM Natural History Club. End up I'm staying at this college.
Mathematics homeworks are pilling up. With Ms. Aida making a list of those who pass their homework or not, it seems compulsory to do it. But well I have the weekend to finish it. =)
Next week will be awards day and then 3 weeks holidays! Yahoo... can't wait to go back.
Seniors finish their A levels today so it means I'm the next batch to take A Levels.. Kinda scary to think of it in a way...
Toodles
Well today is Friday the 13th and bad things would be likely to occur. However for me it is just a normal day with just the hype about bad luck getting into people.
In Mdm. Husna class today (Moral), we discuss on religion today. Chapter 3 for Moral studies. Not realy much but Chew Shen was asking on the similarities that Islam have with Christian. In my opinion, I do not find any point in argueing which religion is true, We are born into a family which is deeply into a religion already and we are brought up believing it. I'm glad that I am a Christian Mormon.
So everyone is leaving again today. I am torn between going to KL for a barbeque hosted by Ben Joe or stay at college and go to The Dark Caves trip with KYUEM Natural History Club. End up I'm staying at this college.
Mathematics homeworks are pilling up. With Ms. Aida making a list of those who pass their homework or not, it seems compulsory to do it. But well I have the weekend to finish it. =)
Next week will be awards day and then 3 weeks holidays! Yahoo... can't wait to go back.
Seniors finish their A levels today so it means I'm the next batch to take A Levels.. Kinda scary to think of it in a way...
Toodles
Thursday, June 5, 2008
A New Beginning...
Well after 3 years of not blogging guess I'm back to blogging again. Well this also meant that I'm vulnerable to Malaysia's Internal Security Act. Darn it. =_=". Oh well, today a chapter for my friend is closed but he is opening a new chapter somewhere else so I wish him the best of luck.
Today Vikram a/l Selvaraja a.k.a Vikram left KYUEM. Somehow I’m going to miss him. He has been a friend to me and understands how I felt about people. Life goes on and people come and go. As human’s only memorial on earth will be the impact they did on earth, his appearance in my life has made an impact on me.
Well Vikram mention before that he wore a 'mask' at high school and wanted to remove them here. He has seen the inpact on people's reaction towards him. Somehow I hate the rule of life, the strong will have power over the weak. So here goes, everyone tries to stay strong, covering their weakness. Trying to obtain perfection. Somehow it is a bit too farfetched because if we are perfect, then we are GOD, and we are not GOD.
He had let me know that there are people like me, who hide behind shadows, as when they come into the light, they will have to be tampered in order to stay with the flock. However, we are who we are and nothing is ever going to change that. Even if we are acceptable into the society but deep inside we feel uncomfortable and mad at our self for not portraying our true self. He has seen both sides of the dark and the light, and hearing him telling me about his thoughts about friends, He has made the same choice as me. Though it is a hard choice but guess that’s the best solution. Someday we will have friends who value us for who we are, and not have fake friends.
What is the meaning of life? And why are we here on this earth? Why are there all these religions who teaches us that the existent of God but yet differ from each other. The mystery of our life puzzles me. But as a mere mortal, I can only go with the flow. So Vikram, Adieus and enjoy your life ahead. I hope you find true friends which you will keep with you for the rest of my life. I already have some and they are all I have in this world. Sayonara.
Today Vikram a/l Selvaraja a.k.a Vikram left KYUEM. Somehow I’m going to miss him. He has been a friend to me and understands how I felt about people. Life goes on and people come and go. As human’s only memorial on earth will be the impact they did on earth, his appearance in my life has made an impact on me.
Well Vikram mention before that he wore a 'mask' at high school and wanted to remove them here. He has seen the inpact on people's reaction towards him. Somehow I hate the rule of life, the strong will have power over the weak. So here goes, everyone tries to stay strong, covering their weakness. Trying to obtain perfection. Somehow it is a bit too farfetched because if we are perfect, then we are GOD, and we are not GOD.
He had let me know that there are people like me, who hide behind shadows, as when they come into the light, they will have to be tampered in order to stay with the flock. However, we are who we are and nothing is ever going to change that. Even if we are acceptable into the society but deep inside we feel uncomfortable and mad at our self for not portraying our true self. He has seen both sides of the dark and the light, and hearing him telling me about his thoughts about friends, He has made the same choice as me. Though it is a hard choice but guess that’s the best solution. Someday we will have friends who value us for who we are, and not have fake friends.
What is the meaning of life? And why are we here on this earth? Why are there all these religions who teaches us that the existent of God but yet differ from each other. The mystery of our life puzzles me. But as a mere mortal, I can only go with the flow. So Vikram, Adieus and enjoy your life ahead. I hope you find true friends which you will keep with you for the rest of my life. I already have some and they are all I have in this world. Sayonara.
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