Its just beginning....

I used to have that feeling that something is not right,

Something, somewhere, somehow,

But somehow everything looks normal to me,

Weird isn't it?

I will be extremely emo,

My performance will drop,

Reaction time, thinking abilities and etc.

There is always a sign (Or what I choose to believe is a sign),

Before the event happens.

First time it happen,

I lost my best friend in primary school.

Second time it happen,

I end up being in the hospital for a week.

Third time it happen,

My life fell apart from me and I was left in devastation for a year.

Now its the fourth time that I have this feeling,

Something terrible is gonna happen,

And this sucks because I don't know what it is,

It would be great if I could say that 'Missing class' was one of them,

Cause I've been in the overslept mood for a week now,

Today is the fourth time.

Four.....

Its puzzling and intriguing at the same time,

Probably I just think too much,

Probably I do,

Lets just wait for it to happen...

I'll cross my fingers and wish for the best.