Bleh, stop the nagging!

Today was just another day. Woke up at 8am and went for my driving lessons at 8.30am till 1pm. Need to do both the car and the motorcycle. Still grasping it well, however my car instructor today was pretty annoying, well the first one that is.

That look on his face. Gosh, the moment I stepped into the car he started nagging. Gosh give me a break. And well, mistakes follows after that. Tell me, who can concentrate with that constant nagging beside you. To add one, he would frequently grab the steering wheel so tightly that ended up being sort of a tug o war between me and him. Its enough that I couldn't concentrate with him around, he had to give me occasional shocks as well.

The prime time was when he told me this:

Wa ka lu kong, lu be hua hi wa , lu be hua hi wa lang eh kong si, lu mian ka wa lang ook.

Lu si lai ai ook chia, lu be hua hi wa, a ne kuan mian lai ka wa lang ook.

Translation:

I'm telling you, if you can't look up on me and this company, you don't have to learn with us.

You are here to learn how to drive, if you can't look up on me, then you don't have to come and learn with us.

I refuse to use the word respect in the translation. Or rather was, he was implying I should look up to him, bow down to him kinda thing. Listen to his every word.

Respect have to be earn, not demanded.

I'm okay if you want to teach me but however, please don't make me stress out with the constant nagging.

And I thought I escape this once i left home, although mum has been nagging less often.

However so, i try to be polite to him. Every time I do a step like changing the gear, releasing the clutch, steering the wheel, I would ask him.

Is this correct uncle?

Then he would have that smile.. of satisfaction.

However after I'm done with my lesson, I had a quiet time to ponder on it. Perhaps it’s just the way he does thing. Can't blame him for that can't I?

However I'm not going to have him as my instructor. I'm worried due to constant nagging I might run over something.

So fret not... the drivers in Penang are still safe, from me.

For now

Just Another Day

Its seems like there is nothing interesting happening to blog about.

Transformers was a blast, however with much of the reviews flying around. I bet you don't want to read another here, don't you?

So I'll shall save that trouble of scribbling and perhaps write something useful.

Oh wait, I have nothing to write remember?

Gosh, this is killing me!

Anyway, all the best to x|GgT , Gove Give Talent Extreme againts their match in the AnS tournament againts Leap tonight.

3 months of ???

Back at Home.....

Chilling with friends.....

Missing you......

What else?

Prom Night

4pm... Only one hour forty five minutes more before departing to Renaissance Hotel in KL.
That means less than 120 minutes to prepare. @@

Suit - Checked
Shoes - Checked
Tie - Checked
Tie Pin - Checked
Hair -.........

Ok, hair was a bit of a problem. Should have trimmed it and make it less thick at the back so it could stand. > . <

Part 1, spend 30 minutes on it. Failed.

The result, a messy and oily hair with lots of gel and clay.

>.<

Tian Feng didn't like it.

Okay, reached the hotel at around 7pm. Time for Part 2.

Washed my hair twice there. Imagine using the sink to wash my hair and the hand dryer to dry my hair. Creative or pathetic?

Part 2,

It didn't stand up, so back to the usual. Thanks to Kok Din for trying. =)
However, still got a lot of clay.

So it was time to wait for my partner, can't wait to see how she looked like.

Tick Tock Tick Tock...

Audrey came with Nantini and Iylia, the three of them looked superb.

Still waiting for my date...

Saw Adline, where is my Tian Feng >.<..

Tick Tock Tick Tock....

Finally, there she is! Wee~~~

My jaws practically dropped when I saw her. She looks wonderful and beautiful! So sweet and well how should I put it? Gorgeous! She was wearing the shawl that I gave her. Thankfully it fits her dress perfectly well.

Its dinner time, appetizers?

Was a bit nervous during the dinner. I was afraid I would make a fool of myself. As a matter of fact, I did. I drop the knife and somehow almost dirtied my spoon, but luckily I didn't.

It went well until the dance floor was open, guess what music did they put on?

Disco music!

Dang, I don't really dance that. Was expecting waltz or ballad... oh bother. =/

So some of us went out and guessed what we found? A piano!!!

Maaba, our pianist went to play for us. His diploma exam piece. Can't remember the title but the one by Chopin was superb!

The night went on. Everyone was practically sticking closely to their date.

Somehow I sense you all are looking at me. Yeah its hard to believe, and I was lying. Here’s the truth.

Some where running around, ditching their dates. But 99% of the people there okay?



The Garrage Band Geeks with their Performance




Kok Din and Jolene, aren't they sweet?



From the right : Joel, Isa, Vellu, Ken, Jeshua, Jeven and Me

Ching and I

However, I’m glad that my partner was always beside me, or at least have the courtesy to tell me where she is going. ^^

I wish the night could last a bit longer. I will cherish this time together with you.

You looked beautiful tonight, and that image will be forever imprinted in my mind.

Thanks for the night!

The last strive ain't what it used to be. 

I still remember the days when we would say goodbye to each other, making a long long line from the Great Hall all the way to the Academic block, where the juniors will give the seniors their blessing and final goodbyes and the seniors will apologize for all the things that they did.

It was a sentimental event, which lasted around two hours. People were crying inside 0ut, patting each other on the back, exchanging hugs and some word of wisdom. 

You knew deep inside that from there onwards, you'll go on a different path. These are the people you spend you 5 years with, wrecking havoc and creating tantrum in the classroom. 

The final goodbye.

But for now, its just another goodbye. I've learnt to leave with hellos and goodbyes. People come and people go, but the impact they made in my life would last forever, untainted by time. Perhaps this time it wasn't so bad. After three months, hopefully we will meet each other in the UK, in our own respective university. However for some, they will still stay in this 'prison', grueling themselves for yet another year.

Friends are forever, just as diamonds are forever.

Lets all instill that camaraderie spirit in us.

Cheers. ^^  

Tonight the moon is lonely

Its 2am when I woke up.

Apparently I fell asleep in Daniel’s chalet.

Was very blur due to the fact that my brain actually needs time to warm itself up before I can arrange my thoughts.

Memories were blurry. It’s vague, I can’t remember what that has happen. Was walking around and went to Ken’s chalet. Apparently Jesh, Joel, Dom, Ken and Akmal were talking about something.

Mind still blur.

All I know was that I need to go back to my room. My dear old and faithful room for the past 17 months and a half. A place I called my own while I am in KYUEM.

Walk past the field as I usually do in the middle of the night. Tonight the moon is lonely. The sky was shrouded with clouds. 3 distant lights shone from a far but they are just lights from satellites, not stars.

Since the beginning of my study here, I always wanted to lie down at the field. Just to gaze at Mother Nature, the stars and the moon, to feel the grass brushing through my body. To just laze around.

Tonight I did it.

But as I do, I wonder.

Does the moon ever feel lonely at time? In this vast galaxy, there are plenty of stars and planets. However so, they are so far apart. The moon can only gaze at them from a far, talking in silence.

As I write this entry, I would like to dedicate it to the moon, the lonely moon.

17 again?

Tian Feng was telling me about this movie the other day. About being 17 all over again, living the past again and not regretting a single thing. 

For me, the past shapes who I am today. Sincerely, I would like to amend a few things that I did in the past but the past is the past. We just have to learn to live with it. 

I love this saying: 

“You can either choose to dwell in the past or live in the present.” 

What do we choose? Do we reminiscent over the past, dwell in it or do we learn our mistakes from the past and avoid making stupid and silly decisions in the present as well as the future?

Its funny how history is suppose to teach us about the past, to learn and to yield knowledge from past works and surprisingly a lot of us still relive those incidents in history in our very own way. Perhaps mankind does not learn from making mistakes or is it just because of the thrill of doing something, even if the consequences are disastrous. Perhaps certain things, we just have to live it for our self. To kindle the flame before getting burned. To feel the pain.

The fool learns from their mistakes, the wise learn from the mistakes of the fools. Which is true? The fool or the wise? If you have never been through it, it’s just theoretically true, probably with a bit of evidence but life is full of wonders. It’s unpredictable and that makes life interesting. If life was a mathematical equation of some sort, with a define sets of answers, then what is the purpose of living life? Is it just to discover those answer and then life is over for us? 

There are many solutions to a problem, perhaps many methods. We just have to find one that suits us best. Some maybe inappropriate for you where else it’s the perfect solution for others. If everyone uses the same method, do everything the same, what different do we have from something being programmed e.g. robots? They do everything similarly till there is nothing unique about them. 

Maths is defined to find solutions, approximations to some degree. When I first realised it, I lost interest in it being the most definite thing that I could learn. In its case, it is true for most , probably 99.99% of problems but where is that 0.01%?

This is why I pursue to look for a more definite explanation. I still love Maths, but not as much as I used to. 

Some  say that it’s useless to worry about the small percentile. Useless as it may seem, it’s in my nature to be curious. I would pretty like everything to be defined, to be known to me. Where else people would disregard that small portion of life, I would pursue on it. Besides, someone would solve the other 99.99% for me, so why bother doing extra work? :D. 

Perhaps this is one of the bits of the puzzle of life which I have to discover.

Perhaps it’s my life purpose to know.

Perhaps and just perhaps I’m just being persistent,

In something uncertain.

For the only thing certain about life is uncertainty. 

Intriguing as it is, humans are still humans. Christian belief that God created humans in his own image. We are sent to earth in order to learn, to differentiate between right and wrong, to understand. Buddhist believes in achieving enlightenment. To understand and to be free from pain and suffering.

 

Therefore, is it necessary for us : 

To experience sadness before happiness?

To experience pain before relief?

To make the wrong choice before the right?

To be a sinner before righteousness?

To be lost before being found?

Take some time to ponder and perhaps, those enfeebled mind of ours might be able to comprehend all these mystery. 

PS: To Tian Feng, sorry for making you worried over such a silly stuff. I told you it wasn’t important >_<”.

Counting days

8 days to Prom...

12 Days till Graduation....

3 Months of Holidays

I'll gonna miss a lot of people.  

Tag

Its weird how sometimes the Publish Post button is Missing from the 'Create Post Page'

Got tag by Vilaiwan  

1. Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?

- Err, cheek?

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning ? 

- Drowsy, but happy to hear a voice that keeps me going.  

3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with ? 

- When was the last person I took photo with? Hmm I guess it might be during the college birthday. Kok Din I suppose.  

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled ? 

- Hard question, Sometimes I get NO for an answer but normally its a YES but I have to do my part of the bargain.  

5. Will you ever donate blood ?

- Yes, someday when needles are the least of my fears. 

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?

- Yes.  

7. Do you want someone to be dead ? 

- No  

8. What does your last text message say ? 

- something pretty long that you shouldn't know.

9. What are you thinking right now ? 

- the same think that I'm thinking every second of the day  

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now ? - yes  

11. What was the time you went to bed last night ? - 10pm ^^ had to wake up early today to study.  

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ? 

- Err, my mum buy my formal shirts. I'm in college now.  

13. Is someone on your mind right now ? 

- Refer to question 9 or 10.  

14. Who was the last person who texted you ? 

- Refer to question 13  

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz :  

1. omar  

2. tian feng 

3. charles 

4. maalini 

5. zaf 

6. wai shan 

7. ikmal 

8. shar linn 

9. sheldon 

10. audrey  

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with ? 

-Oh I know, I know! *wink*  

16. Is no.3 a male or a female ? 

- Male  

17. If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it be a good? 

- Well they would have to be a gay for that to happen.  

18. What is no.1 studying about ? - US Foundation  

19. When was the last time you chatted with them ? -days, months and weeks  

20.Is no.4 single ? -yes.i think.  

21. Say something about no.2. - Wonderful ^^  

22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being together ? 

-They don't even know each other, but both are already taken..  

23. Describe no.9 - CoD  

24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight ? 

-Watch, take a pop corn. Its probably verbal anyway. I can learn some English while I'm at it.  

25. Do you like no.8 ? -Well I don't hate her okay. Few make it to my 'Hate list'

=)

Shades of red, shades of yellow,

Mix together, another appears,

The colour a new, shines brightly,

Lies beneath the orange moon.

Distance unknown, a traveler's tale,

One wanders east, another wanders west,

Both dragging along the path,

Remain the same, that same old spot.

Accounting Paper 1 is over, so AS Accounting is officially over! Whats left now is A2 Accounting and Economics. Study Adrian Study! 

Kono, MadE MadE MadE!!