只能说再见了

当你喜欢一个人，
但你从来没有表现出来，
他们也许永远不会知道你的真实感受。。

爱是一种难以启齿的感觉，
点燃了人，随着距离微光，
幸福真的那么简单吗？
希望在一个飞机上，
希望爱会消失。

现在我很痛苦，
一个一个慢慢地消失，
回忆过去，
我不记得。

只能说再见了，
再见了。


'One more month to go. Will I have the strength to move on? Metamorphosis like, slowly adapting, but the door still creaks, without a doubt, hope nor faith, slowly falling and falling... 


Just like Midori's music box, open and close...'


This thought creep into me as I was watching 18 禁不禁. High School memories is really that sweet eh? The inability to confess one's feeling, the opportunity to experience rejection, acceptance, joy, sorrow, tranquil, comfort, secure, anger, jealousy, restrain, fuzzy, villain, hope, anxiety, worried, lost, defeat and peace are all that I have been through.


When I observe the drama, many of its scenario reminds me of what happened in my schooling years. The rivalry between male and female, falling in love with the person you hate, the need to just fit in, those rebel transition, and definitely those awkward silence when you just don't know what is on the other person's mind.


Sometime we just need reflections of what we have been through, and I am happy that this is one of it. Years from now on, there will be a trigger for me to look back, to indulge in the 'me' that I once were and to see that I have then moved on forward to become a new person and also to where I am standing now.


所有的记忆，
直到我们再次见面，
现在我说再见..